Bag: H&M

I am quite conflicted right now since something in me tells me that I'm sort of missing my calling...

I'm really more of an art person (obviously...) ever since I was a kid, but when I went to college I decided to change my course since I thought more of my future rather than what I really wanted to do... 

Though for some reason my natural talent crept back in to me when I started doing Lo's Closet. It took me 5 years to pull out a paper and pencil and draw something, and I never knew I could also do a simple graphic art until I tried now...

I was watching Breaking Dawn the other night and there was this scene that really strucked me hard (Yes, I'm sorry but I'm quoting a Twilight series movie.):

"When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were things like astronaut, president, or in my case… princess.

When we were ten, they asked again and we answered - rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist. But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this: who the hell knows?!

This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love - a lot. Major in philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent.

So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won't have to guess. We'll know."

- Jessica, Breaking Dawn

Its like life is telling me directly that you need a change of plan... ASAP!

Though its really hard since my mind is telling me that I'm doing great in my job and it could change my future plans drastically.

I've always been this person who plans ahead rather than be spontaneous... Even my decision to work out of my country is part of my plans. So being in this situation is something new to my system... And its even more harder and stressful now because I'm getting older and I think this should be the year to decide weather I should do it or not...

 

I'm really stuck right now... *sigh*

I really need a big poke in the head!

Crossing some stuff on The List:

2 Sweaters - 1 Sweater

4 Bags - 3 Bags

Try to always have fun...

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